Friday, June 1, 2012

The world is one bright smile dimmer...


As you may have noticed, it’s been a quite awhile since my last post.  Since my car turned off of the pavement of Platteville and onto the beaten down gravel of our driveway, I haven’t even sat down at my computer.  Between graduations, field work, family visits, milking cows, job searching, nephews to babysit, and Memorial Days services to attend, I haven’t found the time to write, paint, or get enough sleep.  I’m writing now, but I’m not writing because I’ve found the time, I’m writing because I had to find it.  I just wish the reason I am making time was completely different.

Wednesday morning, an avoidable car accident took the life of a wonderful, young woman I was privileged to know and call a peer.  Katie Binning was not only an incredible artist, but one the most intelligent, motivated, and enthusiastic college students I’ve ever encountered.  I first came to know Katie in a Fiber Arts class during my second semester at Platteville.  She was unapologetic in her individuality and proved that you could not judge a book by its cover.  The first time I saw her I thought ‘Great, another moody, gloomy, Goth-Emo person with a mohawk who is self-absorbed and writes a 10 page artist statement about the deep, depressing meaning behind the three scribbles of black paint…’ 

Did I ever learn my lesson.  Her infectious smile and happy-go-lucky personality instantly brightened even the sleepiest, caffeine deprived 8am classroom.  Her bubbly laughter and giddy excitement while she told a story that would sound boring coming from anyone else was often the highlight of the class period. Plus, she wouldn’t write a ten page art statement full of BS, she’d write thirty pages and write it so well, those scribbles would become the most powerful piece of artwork you’d ever set eyes on. 

She was proudly quirky, but enduringly pleasant to be around.  It was impossible not to like Katie.  Even if you only met her once, you’d always remember her.  Whether it be because of her tattoos of her own design, her constant smile, or her unique sense of style.  You would think she came of some urban Mecca of cultural progression, but she grew up in a small, rural town in central Wisconsin, a couple miles from the birthplace of Colby cheese.  Her grandmother started teaching her to draw when she was very young and ignited her passion and talent for art.  My oldest sister actually worked for her hometown’s local newspaper and took many pictures of Katie for her achievements in high school. Katie liked to read my sister’s column and articles and we often discussed and joked about the quirks of the North Woods towns we were familiar with.

Her boundless energy was the envy and awe of everyone who knew her.  This was a girl who woke up at 6am just so she could drive half an hour to volunteer, attend class from 8am to 5pm and pre-student teach sometime between, run ten miles in track practice, and then stay up until two in the morning to finish a project that wasn’t even due for another two weeks.  Needless to say, she was quite the coffee and tea expert and the only way you could tell she was tired was by how many times she refilled her travel mug.

Just like her wardrobe, Katie’s had a drawing style all her own.  It was beautiful, interesting, and Gothic-like. She was by far the best draftsperson in the art program, but she never set herself above any of the other art students.  She encouraged and praised everyone around her.  She loved all forms of art and was always willing to learn something new.

Because of the ability, she was already an incredible teacher.  I was lucky enough to have both of my required teaching methods class with her.  During the second class, our final project was to do a practice teach.  We had to plan a lesson and teach it to our other classmates as if they were elementary or middle schools.  Katie played the misbehaving, chatty student brilliantly because of her child-like energy and eagerness.  All of us cracked up at least once because of something Katie said or did while playing a first grader. 

Where Katie truly shined and thrived was in front of a classroom.  Her enthusiasm and ability to convey her vast amount of knowledge in an understandable manner was incredible to watch.  She made learning truly an enjoyable experience.  Art History was her forte and could rattle off names and dates from any period.  Because of her own acceptance and appreciation of individuality, she encouraged creativity and originality from all her students.  She was born to be a teacher.  She even planned on teaching at a college level one day.  She was one of those determined people that worked hard at everything she did, and did it well.  If she didn’t do something right, she learned from her mistakes and tried again until she succeeded.

This last semester, Katie had been student teaching at a rural school that neighbors my hometown.  She took more than the maximum amount of credits so she could graduate in four years, something unheard of in the Art Ed program, and she did all this while coaching track.   It seems as though she made quite an impact in the short time she was there.  The small school is located on one of the busiest two-lane highways in southern Wisconsin as it is a major commuter route into Madison.  Katie was waiting to make a left hand turn into the school parking lot when a semi rear-ended her car and sent it into oncoming traffic.  This all happened right as students filtered in for the morning. 

I always knew I’d end up seeing Katie’s smiling face in the news.  However, it should have been there because of her achievements over the next 50 years, not because how all that potential was tragically taken away.  More than ever right now, Wisconsin desperately needs good teachers, especially in the arts.  We were robbed of our brightest prospect the other morning.  Katie was handed her diploma less than three weeks ago and was just starting to pave her way in this world.  I not only mourn for Katie and her family, but for her students and colleagues.  Both who knew her and had to privilege to call her their teacher and friend, but also for those who will never get that chance.

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